February

I'll bet you can't guess what I've been dreaming of lately?! Well I will let you in on a little secret...It sure isn't snow and cold and ice, thats for sure.Spring is on my mind these days.Despite my every effort I just can't seem to love this horribly long month of February.I must admit, I did manage to make it through January reasonably unscathed this time around.But the moment February hit, all bets were off.The never ending days of fog and gloominess did me in.To the point that I just wanted to stay bundled up and sleep the rest of this month away.It didn't help that I attended my cousins funeral and then throw in the 2nd anniversary of my mom's death on top of that.I'm sorry winter lovers I just can't do it.
I am thankful that the days are getting longer.But hurry up calender,let's turn the page.There is so much to look forward to."Pumpkin's" second birthday,the warm sun on my face,green things appearing,the "new" smell,the first rainfall.These things make me smile.*sigh*

For now we just have to deal with February and a little bit of this......